The words you say I'll never listen to
cause if I did I'd be just like you
But your my enemy and soon your gonna see
You gotta be yourself to be happy
FUcked up visions in my head
I'm a fucked up kid is what they said

Blah well I'm at home bored, just waiting on Daddy to get off work and call me! Well I went and got my nails done today, it took longer than usual, I was UPSET! lol, all them damn people getting their nails done for homecoming and I had to wait on them god damnit, I do not have the paitence! lol, well anyways school is school, what else is there to say, life is good, nothing really to complain about! Love peace and chicken greace

Gem

  Omg look I updated, you bitches should be proud. Well not a WHole lot has been going on latley, THis weekend has  been kind of boring <to say the least> Friday me and daddy went to see my beautiful neices then my parents took my poor pumpkin king home, sadness! Then Zachary woke me up the next day at like ten on the morning, and it was cold and he trying to steal my covers, DIRTY BASTARD, I told him to go away cause I worked all morning to make it warm underneathe my covers and now he was ruining it for me, so I kicked him to the floor, hehehe, oh well! Then he made me French Toast and pop, yum! Breakfast of Champions! lol, and he works today, so I am of course heart broken, We might get to hang out if Swiggs or Taco feel like it around 7, I dont know what we'll do since we are all so broke though! lol, Baby doesnt work again untill Friday though so I am happy, oh ya I might be getting a Toy Fox Terrior, Taco has one and I fell in love with it and I think that daddy is going to get it for me on Friday, well I am hoping he will, I lvoe that boy so damn much what would I do without him? Well I am going to go cause I have clean, ugh, and I have an assortment of other boring tasks to complete also, and I am  extremely hungry so I will go feed my fat self before I work on my room again, lol, talk to you all later,

ily<3 Zach

"Tell me you love me & tickle me;
even if i say S-t-o-p!!, you know I love it.
 hold my hand. tell me i'm beautiful.
tell me i'm the most amazing girl you know.
tell me stupid jokes, whatever it takes to make me
laugh. let me wear your clothes or walk around in
your shoes all day so i can look down every few
steps and pretend im walking with you. when i
start yelling at you kiss me: Kiss my forehead,
my  shoulders, my cheek, and hand. let me fall
asleep in your arms, even if your arms start to
go to sleep. push me on swings & and pick me up
and spin me in circles. call me & stay up with
me all night on the phone. leave me unexpected
notes saying how much i mean to you, && then we
pinky promise that we'll be together forever,
don't be suprised when i'm holding you to it." 

We never won, couldn't move on

we watched it grow till it feel apart
we knew  it would happen from the start,
and like a flower our souls died,
with all our pride,
but we kept strong even though love didnt live on,
 and the beautiful feelings we'll call a  flower
crashed to the floor
with the exachanging of words and our sutle war,
we hated and hated till we couldnt hate no more,
forgott about the flowers and love that layed on
the floor
and hearts were slain in our evil game,
nothing ever remains the same,
and i fell
guess you did too,
but we weren't supposed to,
we werent supossed to give up
we were suposed to keep going
knowing that we would be saved,
but instead we turned the page we tried moving on
thought in time we would forgett the battle
we never won

 Well today was REALLY fun, I hung out with Zach,Trish, n Swiggs for a while. We went to Swigg's house and then we went back to Zach's, n then we went to the mall where we saw Nate n his new girl. AWWW FLIPPIN CUTE!!!! lol, then my boy had to go to work.........sad! But he went on break  n we hung out more then when he got off work we hung out more. pretty fuckin AWSOME DAY IF YOU ASK ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha